My Life, My Thought, My Personal Space

After 5 days of intensive training (mentally), I’m back to my sunny island (It was raining quite heavily just now..haha)

Summary

Penang

training trip:

1) Boring (Bec I just sit there from 8-5, listening to all those technical stuffs. I was pretty awake for the 1st few days but I started to doze off most of the time on the last day….zZZZZ)

2) Boring…again (Nothing to do in

Penang

! Not a good place to travel!  Not a good place to have my honeymoon too (HAHA)

If it is not the company that I have, the trip is not going to be memorable. Thanks to all my beloved colleagues hahaha

See you guys in office on Monday and I’m going to take a nap now (Yawn…)

Night night

Cheers

Almost 1am and i am still online( i m offically a internet slave:P)

Anyway, i’m leaving for penang (training) in few hrs time and will only be back at the end of the week. Pls dun miss me so much even though i’m sure i will miss everyone haha

Take care! All the best to myself..( i dun want to work!!!!)

Cheers

This is meaningful to me :

"The key to succeeding in relationship is not finding the right person, but to learn to love the person you found"

So are you the one finding the right person? or the one learning to love the person?

Do you know what is right for u? do you know how to love?

Alot of questions? Don’t worry, you just have to experience it yourself and you will know the answer…=)

I have something that i hated the most…SORE THROAT!!!

It’s so painful that i can’t even sleep properly( i slept at 4+ and woke up every hr!). That’s why i’m here to pen it down!

Shit! can’t sleep at all even though the weather is super cooling now:(

What a way to start my national day…..

Wadever..Happy holiday!

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We, the citizens of Singapore,pledge ourselves as one united people,regardless of race, language or religion,to build a democratic societybased on justice and equalityso as to achieve happiness, prosperity andprogress for our nation.

Good morning

Singapore

(Yawnzzz…)

It is great to wake up early everyday bec this means that I have been sleeping early. I dunno why but nowadays there is nothing much to do at night!  Even my favorite TV programmes can’t keep me awake me anymore. hahaha (old people like me need to rest early if not I will feel tired everyday )

Well, it has been good to wake up early everyday now (ever since I came back). At least there are a lot of things to look forward to (May it be someone/something/some activities) and I can say that I am able to see my life differently now.

But, there is something that I guess it never really change and that I still "love" to say wrong stuffs at a wrong timing/situation. With that, I’m always put myself in this awkward position which affected me for the rest of the day. That’s why I believe that it is still better to think before you say anything rather than just rattle out what is on my mind:P

Okay….let end the entry with something nice! IT IS NATIOANL DAY!! Yeah…let us sing some patriotic songs "count on me

Singapore

…count on me

Singapore

…count on me to give my best and all, count on me

SINGAPORE

…" Happy birthday

Singapore

! In any case, if you can’t rem how our national flag looks like, here it is for u to salute to it (haha):

A boring weekends I had.

Still, I am glad that the time spent over the dining table with a couple of friends was fruitful enough. At least now I know more about what happened to them over the last 2 1/2 mth when I was MIA.

Well, have been back for almost 2weeks and I am sort of getting used to my normal Sg lifestyle even though I still miss its "relax and slow" lifestyle back in Orlando. However, I think my body is still lazy to revert back to the Sg time. Over the last 2 weeks, I have been sleeping late every night (3- 4am) but I will wake up early at around 8-9am automatically. Basically, that is less than 6hrs of sleep. According to some scientific researches, a human being needs at least 6-8hrs of undisturbed rest so that the body can function normally the following day. This means I haven’t been resting well enough over the last 2 weeks (OMG!).So, in another words, I need more rest hahah…..

Also, why do I like to control myself so much? I realized that I have been controlling my thoughts and feelings too much. I guess I’m afraid to reveal my emotions to others and that’s why I will usually hide my feelings and I don’t want others to see me as someone who is fragile. I should learn not to control myself so much. It is really a torture and I just want to be nice to myself. Learning to be nice to yourself is a way for you to learn how to be nice to be others especially those who you trusted and loved. J

Time to sleep (OMG! It is 2am!) and I am going to meet someone in my dream now:P Good night!

My first entry…hmm what am i supposed to write?

I guess i just need an entry to start the ball rolling(if not i have to keep answering the qn of "why there is nothing in my blog??":P)

As i am such a lazy person, it is really very sian to even create a blog( bec i need to update it constantly). Moreover, i don’t really like the idea of sharing my life with the whole world epecially when i am not even sure which tom dick and harry is reading it now ( pls wait till i become a superstar then i will consider this idea again..haha)

Actually, if you  all are really interested to know more about me, you can always ASK me. I will be happy to entertain you haha. I find it easier to share it face-to-face (with all my facial expression+action) rather than sitting in front of the computer, thinking hard what to write to impress everyone haha.

But still, after all the complaining(haha), i will try my best to pen down anything that are worth sharing. I will make sure all the things written here will be worth your tim ( my dream: To the next xiaxue! haha…wait long long!)

Time to sleep…i m going dream of someone now(haha). Good night Sweet Dream

Cheers!